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　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　many times I've been alone                                                
and many times I've cried
                                                

the many ways I've tried      
  any way you'll never know

 

 

 

 

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5/17 2:22

 

 

Suddenly I 'm looking at myself in the mirror...I got a strange face .
I don't know ..why I always worry about something and what am I thinking about.these days.....
This morning I got a call which from my dad..HE said ---don't thinking to much about only one thing...otherwise you will be a melancholic.
I have tried to self diagnose the reasons for my jitters, melancholy and inquietude...but...I still could not figure out the source or any potential reasons for my case of the JITTERS AND MELANCHOLY. May be..I need someone in my life that I can tell my life story to, all the trials and tribulations, and he still keeps coming back for more. Someone who has been my rock, my light in the storm, and probably doesn't even know it. Someone whose advice I listen to, hardly ever take, and then am kicking myself because it almost always turns out to be right.
Sometimes we have someone in our lives that just fits.  There are no complications, no trying to explain things to, no struggle to find the right words to let them see what you are feeling.  They just understand and they are there for you. .....
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....now.....I'm a craven........i know........I want someone to save me...but....
Who knows what my problem is... maybe I'm thinking too much.  Maybe I need a break.  Maybe NOT. .....
now...--.knackered.--.....
I can not write anything out...I'm so tired.....so it will be my last blog before i am come back.

 

 

 

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Most of us long for relationships in which

 

we are loved and

 

accepted just the way we are.

 

 Our hearts' desire is to give

 

and receive love in relationships that

 

make us feel that

 

even if others disagree with what we do or say,

 

they still love us.

 

They accept us.

 

 They appreciate our contributions to the world.

 

While it would be wonderful to have these types

 

of relationships with all people,

 

 we know that that's hard to do.

 

We can, however, have them with some others,

 

but only when we first have them with ourselves-and,

 

ironically, this is often the hardest relationship of all. 

 

GOD ,God loves us, totally and unconditionally.

 

GOD ,PLZ PLZ let me fly,fly to my heart.

 

let me know where is  my love,

 

where is my way,and  then

 

let me foRGET everything I DID.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I can not write anything out...BECAUSE U.....so it will be my last blog before i am  go back.